This is getting bad

I am beginning to become complacent about sex. I hate it that I find myself loosing sex drive around here.

I used to always want sex and now I just find myself not wanting it with her. That's why it is bad. It's like I turned off my 'I dont want to get rejected mechanism'. I want to be turned on and she's not doing that right now. I want the black dress and black shoes. I want her to try sexy stuff and straddle me on the couch or take me to the bathroom to blow when I get home from work. But nothing.

I can't get interesed when she just lies there in bed wearing Bum sweatshirt. On those rare occasions when she wants a quickie I just can't get interested or aroused be she says so. I want sexy. I want to go down on her but she denies me. I want some fucking passion.

This is getting bad.